
First Love: Cal by Bernard Maclaverty
Who doesn’t remember their first big love? I certainly do. I can still feel my heartache. But seriously. For me personally, my first big crush was when I was 4 years old. I was in love with a boy called Maurice and he moved away to a foreign country. It took me years to get over it. As an adolescent I met my long-time partner when I was 19. We have been together for more than 21 years. So that I can consider my big love.
Cal, the protagonist of this story and Marcella, his love, aren’t that lucky. Cal is only 19 when he falls in love with Marcella, whilst Marcella is 9 years older, around 28. Their love story is drenched with guilt, desperation, self-pity and deceit. I was a young girl when the IRA and the situation in Northern-Ireland was at their highest and can remember the news on the television about bombings and violence between the Catholics and Protestants. Of course, as a little girl, I didn’t understand much about these political and religious disputes. By reading Cal I got a little bit more insight in the troubles that were really going on back in the eighties. The effect the insecurity of violence and war has on adolescents is clearly portrayed. The love story of Cal is not a very positive one. It is drenched with Cal’s guilt for being involved in the killing of the husband of his love whilst Marcella is desperate to find real love, as it was absent in her marriage. The love story is unhealthy.
In class we discussed the fact, that Cal hasn’t had good role models for love. The role of Cal’s parents is unobtrusively present. His mother passed away when he was 8 years old and his father never found a new love nor gave any positive affection to Cal. The loss of his mother may have made him desperate for a loving woman while the cold attitude of his father may have influenced his self-esteem and made him insecure in love. Shamy, Cal’s father is emotional unapproachable to Cal. The story is not a very positive example of first love for teenagers, as the reasons for falling in love are more based on desperation than on admiration. But still, everyone has a love affair falling apart at least once in his or her life, so it is worth reading about. As sited by Appleyard (1991) adventure, romance and historical fiction are popular among young adult readers and the characters are believable, even though it is a love story going bad. The historical elements of the violent and tense situations with the IRA in Northern Ireland in the eighties can grab the readers’ attention.
The book is suitable for children older than 15 years, because of the complicated psychological developments of the characters. Cal is not being honest about his involvement with the death of Marcella’s husband. He also feels very guilty about this and he is stalking Marcella by spying on her. Marcella is in desperate need of love and attention, which is also not a very healthy reason to fall in love. Eventually the love doesn’t last and falls apart. This can also be explained according to the theory of Erikson (1970) because of the lack of success they both already had in relationships. This often leads to failing relationships and loneliness. The book is according to Appleyard (1991) suitable for young adult readers because the book deals with sex, death, sin, good and evil and violence which are all mixed throughout the story. As a reader you become an observer of the tragic love story and the story can give you something to evaluate as you have had full access to the protagonists’ thoughts and feelings and their anxieties and self-questionings.
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